The Final Dance
First week post last chemo treatment aka 4B .... let’s just say WOW! Physically I did not expect to feel this good at all. Managed to muscle through the last treatment without the two days of Dexamethasone aka Dexa-CrystalMeth-aZone aka a very strong steroid and took myself off the Ativan as well. I was taking Ativan mostly to assist in sleeping but I’m just done. Done with the chemo, done with the pills, done done done! But I’m not done with my gummy’s HA! God bless. I was a little uncomfortable the first day. Felt that chemo surging through my body but it got better each day. Managed to get my calories in with the help of my friend Zofran and as the days progressed the emotions and some crying got better and better. Honestly coming off the meds was the best thing I could have done for myself. So physically I’m feeling good but mentally a little sketchy. Sketch is fine ... Sketchanie is fine. I have my social worker, I have my two Psychologists (haha...